Being myself

I don't want to be one of those bloggers that talks about nothing but the items I have for you that will save you time and money in the long run. My products are great, no doubt, but I am a person. I am so much more than just what I do for a living. I have a husband that does some of the craziest things. I have children, grown (almost), but they are also entertaining, and I have grand children and of course they are always entertaining. I also have feelings, emotions, bad days and good days. I try to have more good days than bad days and sometimes it's hard but I do try.

I know that I am losing my audience because of the things that I have been posting lately and I want to apologize to you for that. I would like to have your business but I am not here to do the hard sell to you. I would rather be your friend first and then if you wish to be a customer as well that's fine but no pressure. My work is all about making new friends and helping you when I can with what I can. I am here to be that ear you might need to talk to or the shoulder you need to cry on. I am here to show the people of this world that there is more to us then anger and violence. I guess I want to revert back to the 60's. Peace and Love man! Peace and Love.

I kept my granddaughter last night and she has been with me all day today. It's been great but I forget how much time and work it takes to be with a busy 4 year old. lol I have to admit that I should sleep very well tonight though. 

I am having a little trouble today concentrating. I can't seem to focus today on one thing. Other things keep running through my head and I lose my train of thought. It happens sometimes like this. My thoughts are all jumbled up and come out rather erratically, but like I said I am being me. I write the way I talk. It can get kinda comical at times.

I have continued to work on my lifestyle change. It has been hard because I ran out of my foods I have been eating, but I had reached a plateau and I needed to shake up my system. I did, however, I made one mistake. I have purged by body of all refined sugars and I decided that I wanted to try my new Ceramic Egg Cooker and make a single serve brownie. It worked very well but because I have purged my body it made me so sick. So sick that I got physically sick after eating it. I had surgery in '98 and I am not supposed to have refined sugar anyway but I have to admit, since doing that, ALL of my sugar cravings have gone away. I told my husband what happened and he gave me a big thumbs up. He hated it that I had gone back to eating sugar anyway and he is very happy that I am back to where I should be in that aspect.

I am kinda beating myself up today though. I didn't go to church yesterday and I feel bad about it. Especially since I had just gotten paid and I didn't pay my tithes but I am going to set it aside and take it to church next Sunday. I'm going to send a prayer up about it and I will ask you to pray for me too as I can always use prayer. Anyway, I think that is all I wanted to relay today.

God's Peace, Love and Joy to you,

Laura